Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Procrastination

I am such a procrastinator. I have been putting everything (for school) off for so long. I am going to have to work SO hard these next few weeks. I need to finish my academic portfolio, a journal with 3 self analysis', my professional portfolio, my website, my logo design, my advertising campaign project/promotional ideas, my other advertising project for MKTG 420 and study for my last two exams. YIKES!

I took my graduation pics saturday with Neil at Cal State. It was fun. I need to get the pics and send out my graduation announcements ASAP. Graduation is in THREE WEEKS!!! Crazy. So happy all the people I love the most are going to be here for it :) I still need to come up with two more tickets somehow!

Well, goodbye life. I need to get all this stuff done. My last three weeks of college. Stressed, but still stoked!

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Monday, May 3, 2010

Life. Love. Learning.

Even after all this time, I'm STILL learning more and more. It's just so crazy to me how you can think you know someone, like REALLY know them and then come to find out................you don't. It hurts. It makes you question EVERYTHING they ever said to you.

I'm a strong woman who works hard and I know what I want out of life. I think some guys are intimidated by that, especially if they don't know what they want or where they're going. I think some guys like that "damsel in distress" factor...the girls with "baggage" who need to be taken care of. It makes the guy feel needed and secure that she won't leave him...because she "needs" him. Whereas, if you have a STRONG woman who is secure in yourself and know what you want out of life...if scares some men. They are intimidated by that. Am I supposed to apologize for being that strong woman? - NO! Someday I will find a MAN who knows what he wants and where he is going!

I would like him to posses these qualities:

+ smart/intelligent
+ attractive
+ has goals & a plan of how to achieve them
+ loyal
+ funny/witty
+ is READY TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP!!!!
- won't turn their back on you when the going gets tough
- won't embarrass you in front of his friends for a good laugh
- won't CHEAT on you

More than anything...I want unconditional love.



Love&BeLoved.